He used to be so well behaved in public, people would actually comment on it. And you may of fallen out of love with your partner or it may just be that you are feeling so down that you have pushed him away i some times felt that way. ... Now, if you were ten and he was 39, that would be a big problem. Are you able to tell us a little more Zoe? Reply. Forget Your Past Failures. She does ANYTHING she can to get her own way. Xx I've got no way out and no way to fix this. In most states, a child is bound by the parenting agreement until he or she is 18. And this may include living with your ex. I like you have tried everything, from medication, counselling, and CBT. We had just been told he's got anxiety he's 6, maybe if you took your little boy to the doctors and explained how he behaves there might be underlying issue that's not been picked up. After a while the happy in the moments all joined up to be happy all the time. Helping other people, achieving something impossible? but even though i love kalan, i do not really want him anymore. I ate the food in front of me, I was over-joyed to have new shoes. I used to be a very happy and positive person. If you break no one else will help your … It sounds like you have got into a rut of negativity. Another avenue to try, if you haven't already, is to contact your local Mind Charity. My sons are 6ft boys and I dread to think what damage they could do to me if they ever hit me. I am doing my best and i have no life! I too was in an abusive relationship for many years, to many to count. I'm so close to the edge. They are just meant to pick up and get on. i don't want to live with my parents PLEASE HELP ME. I don't know what to do. Everyone is different, we all have different coping levels. In addition, your child may be able to tell the court that he/she doesn’t want to live with you, but … I am at the point of being done, but could I live with myself if I gave them up? I am so so dangerously depressed and lost. I love my son so much, but I'm afraid I've started to dislike him, I don't like spending any time with him because I know exactly how it's going to go. When you least expect it he will come along, all you need to remember is this child isn't going to hurt you like you've been hurt...maybe do small activities with your little boy and build up a stronger bond from where I'm sitting you have trust issues but with your son it's different than any man. It might help you cope better and calm your children, improve your bond and give you a technique to practice when everything gets too much and you need a breath of fresh air. There is the saying that the devil makes work for idle hands. It has massively improved behaviour and learning in the school, plus the children are fitter and winning all the sporting events. We did mindfulness meditition on the course and for me it was the single most useful technique we learnt and the one I still use today whenever things are tough. Tell your child: It can be very embarrassing when people who are not at that stage (yet) judge you. The lady was crying at the end saying that she had missed out on all the memories of her child being little because she had never bonded and had pushed him away because of all his behaviour for so many years. You guys come in a variety of packaging. You did not leave your child. She is like her biological dad, manipulative, aggressive and devoid of empathy. 2. Maybe I don't hide it as well as I think I do. Oh my to have an x that shares in the responsibility of bringing up the children would be a dream. EVERYTHING is drama. Conclusion. Clubs etc is no place to meet a nice good man in my opinion it's unlikely. I don't want him. Social services aren't interested because she isn't at risk from us as parents
Help! I do know how you feel being abused by a cheating liar. Keep chatting to us here jenny and let us know how your appointment goes - we're always here to listen and will support you in what ever way we can. If you're facing this situation, the following article discusses ways to help you understand where your child is coming from and how you can cope with the changes. I know there are a lot of parenting cynics out there. And yet it's normal for dads to leave! Really really hard. She upsets me every day. should i give him up for adoption? I’d suggest you spend more time with your son as mine grew up and time was lost. I have tried to commit suicide once because of something my husband said to me about wanting to have an affair with my … When you least expect it he will come along, all you need to remember is this child isn't going to hurt you like you've been hurt...maybe do small activities with your little boy and build up a stronger bond from where I'm sitting you have trust issues but with your son it's different than any man. I just feel like I'm not getting any enjoyment out of it at all. You need to do this not only for you for your son because to him you are the most important person in the world so yes...someone does love you and that love won't ever end like a relationship can. I definitely think you need to go see your doctor on your own and with your son. The Mix offer counselling sessions for children from the age of 10, but this is via a web chat service and gives her up to 8 sessions which last 50 minutes each. Don’t assume your child always wants to chat or text. You are welcome to come back and keep talking here too, we are listening. I know we are completely different people with different situations but I'm just giving you my opinion from my experience xx hope you sort things. noone can judge you it sounds a nightmare an I mean no wonder your depressed an its not your fault how you feel , all kids can be annoying an stuff but your daughter has some problems id guess but she cant be all bad , even her dad cant have been all bad as you liked him at one point he was drug taker but I think most people take drugs when they have problems mental issues ect I dont think all good things about my son thats just the truth no child is perfect your younger one will have some bad points aswell but I guess you cant know what the younger ones flaws are yet as their too young, maybe you shouldnt try so hard to pretend to like your daughter as why would you like someone who does horrible things to you , she has a mum who puts up with her still looks after her you didnt give her up or anything , got no advice I dont know what your meant to do but you have carried on with it for ten years I suppose she is getting older and if things dont improve with help well you dont have to live with her once she is older. Of course we are not married so I don't feel obligated to say yes. They were from a place of real agonizing pain. Until this day happens, live a full life. He was upset and made at me. Read books to them and do yoga. I've done everything I can to give her a semblance of normality and he has been good to her despite how constantly negative and aggressive she is ) because she scratched her hard when they were in the pool in the summer for no reason. Sending you a warm hug this morning, I can hear that you are feeling completely and utterly exhausted and at the end of your tether :sadhug
I want you to live. They were using mindfulness meditation to do it and one of the mums there was doing it with her child as bonding time. I hope you can find some support that will help you. Sending you and your son my best wishes xx. She upsets me every day. I would get yourself on a course ASAP and then try practicing it with your children. This was brought on by issues with her friends at school and EVERYTHING has been put in place to help her at school but it's not enough. I thought that I would just love my baby and we would be happy and devoted to each other. This is only changed if proof of neglect or abuse can be made against one of the parents. The fact that you hide the feelings of resentment shows this!
I can complete identify with you. See the GP about depression if that is the case and take some proper treatment. I Don’t Want to Live Anymore: 11 Ways to Get Unstuck 1. These were on Ritalin for their condition and were coming off it for a couple of days a week after practicing the mindfulness meditation and sitll maintaining good behaviour at school. She is not a nice child despite being given unlimited love (I'm good at faking it, I know how I should feel and I should act.) i don't honestly want him anymore. Both of my parents live with me and my husband plus my 35 year old son and his 11 year old daughter and another granddaughter who is17 (four generations)! My son can be an evil little bleep, and my daughter is just unable to control her behaviour. She keeps saying she wants to die when things get tough. They are only like they are towards you with the abuse because they feel horrible inside and project it onto you. Have you been back to your GP to discuss your concerns over her suicidal thoughts? As it turns out, she looked just like her father from the day she was born. You have been severely abused and this has lead to you not loving yourself which is being projected onto your son as the cause. If I admit how I feel will they take my child. But again can you imagine the judgement from people? I didn't get those precious first moments with my baby, my mum did. If your child announces that they want to live with your ex, it can bring up a mix of emotions—even if the announcement doesn't come as a total surprise. I haven't a clue what I am doing here but I just don't know where to turn as a daren't admit this to anyone I know! Substance abuse. As one of the replies to your post said, you must love them because you care and look out for them. My son is 4 now, and it seems as though his days of being "cute" and "sweet" are well and truly over. You have mentioned that your daughter is almost 10 and I wonder if it could be helpful to offer her a little control by allowing her to contact a help service - with your guidance. My life is hell daily. You say you don't let your son know, but he will feel it and may try and get attention whether good or bad attention, as some is better than none. Hopefully, some of our lovely members will be along soon to offer you their support and advice. What we're your parents like? You all need help and your daughter is struggling to manage her emotions in a safe and effective way and you have said that she is now feeling suicidal. Sounds like he has some stresses in his life, I imagine he is struggling with hormones & changes as he is going through puberty, let alone all of the wild & scary things that are out there in social media and school and so on. I've realised recently that I'm not in love with my boyfriend anymore, and I really can't bare living with him anymore as it just feels forced and like a lie. I'm feeling really bad. He seem to be able to offer me the security I so needed at the time. Enjoy the things he enjoys. If your children are still kids, you have a chance to stop the patterns now. But when a parent is struggling I think it's normal to experience feelings of resentment. Maybe get some help to solve the behavioural problem and you will find the relationship get better!?! Hi Angela,
My home is my sanctuary. Obviously it was at times really difficult and I used to have really bad days, but there was always something to enjoy, and the good always seemed to outweigh the bad. I divorced his father when my son was 4 months old, (I was married with his father for 3 years) because of his father being bi-polar, meaness and I'm feeling like I have become more like his father, cold-hearted, high tempered, and impatient. I suppose I better start with a bit of a back story, I am a single mum (26) of a 5 year old and have been for 2 years! You see his good points, you shield him from when you're not feeling good and not thinking good things. Not all adult children partake in substance abuse, but many do. I don't know what to do. Also I think my attitude is probably making things worse as I'm sure he must sense it. By taking responsibility for your emotions and making an effort, you’re showing your child that you want things to be better. I know I'm going to sound incredibly entitled but my parents aren't exactly present in my life and anytime they are they push me to live with them. He is a really nice kid at times, he is really funny and entertaining, but most of the time he is just a monster. I know typically when a couple split up the children live with their mother, but I can't help but want to split up with my boyfriend and leave my son to live with him. I know people will read this and judge me, and think I have made my bed so I should lie in it. But it's a logical and normal reaction to how you're feeling and what you're going through. Many of the other posts on here about others who are struggling to get any enjoyment out of being a mum, seem to be coming from women who are the mothers of babies, where it can usually be linked to post natal depression. I don’t want you in my bed when I’m pissed or interrupting me while I’m busy reading. I am 46yrs old, married for 28 yrs., 2 children 1-13yrs. They were painful words. A. by Gary Direnfeld I want you to want to live. What a really sad post this was to read - well done you for having the courage to write so honestly about how you're feeling. Obviously it was at times really difficult and I used to have really bad days, but there was always something to enjoy, and the good always seemed to outweigh the bad. She also bangs around in her bedroom and makes noise to wake her baby sister up despite us BEGGING her to stop and BEGGING for some chill out time as grown ups without having to look after kids just for a couple of hours in the evening. Always seek professional advice relevant to your circumstances. I actually used to really enjoy being a mum when my little boy was a baby and a toddler. I need to split up with him but I just can't find the courage to do so. Oh my to have an x that shares in the responsibility of bringing up the children would be a dream. I sometimes think of my son and feel such hatred towards him (but don't let him know that), I dread him coming back from his dad's, I dread 3:15 when he comes back from school and even pay for him to stay longer (which he loves doing) just so I don't have to deal with the subconscious resentment that I have to hide from him and the resentment I feel for myself for feeling that way. I used to be a very happy and positive person. This thread has been a revelation for me. I'm really embarrassed when he behaves like this in front of my friends or family, because I worry they will start to dislike him too and think of him badly. How do I tell my friend her child is a brat!??! I (F16) don't want to live with my parents anymore. Nothing I did seemed to soothe my baby and I didn't feel a connection to her at all. I can vouch for the fact that it does work. She doesn't settle until gone 11pm at night. I often feel like I can't make it until my little one's bed time and put her down early (thankfully she goes down well like yours), I can hear myself shouting silently in my head for her to shut up and go away and it can make you feel horrible. She can be the most horrible person in the world. I feel a horrible person in my own home. 'After a few hours of staying at mine, my son says he wants to go home and doesn’t want to stay overnight.' Older children may become withdrawn, show disinterest or just be blunt and say, 'I don’t want to go'. Anon (2401180) Posted on 18-04-2017 at 9.40PM . Maybe do a sponsored silence with them. You can contact them HERE . Your son sounds a good lad and i hope you recover from this and are able to trust again, it wont be easy but you will im sure when you have healed. At least you have succeeded in the job and home part. Get help_ your hv can help till child is 5, or if your son is at school then they will have a pastoral support worker. Anyway, like you I am sitting here with tears running down my face at what I am about to say, but i don't want my children anymore. We have tried almost everything. We all have made mistakes or someone close has hurt us at some point in our lives. I think you should go and speak to your doctor and tell them everything you have told us they aren't there to judge you but to offer you advice I went a month ago I felt like all I wanted to were walk out of my family home Iv never thought I would want to leave my little boy he's my world but I were hating the word mummy and I were scared I were going to turn against him. Sent from my SM-G930F using Netmums mobile app, What sort of childhood did you have? Well done for coming forward. my mom and dad are still married but they argue a lot. For further help offline, visit our guide to. From a woman who has been through a lot to and has PTSD like the other person said I think you have this to and finding your feelings can be hard..it doesn't feel like the medication helps and I said that for years but after giving them chance it started helping a hit..it takes time over a month. I see to there every need. Our children need love and attention, and plenty to occupy their minds and work to do with their bodies. I can't stand to live here anymore but I'm only sixteen and can't legally move out but I have nowhere to go because my family doesn't really care about me. I'm tired of being responsible for them and have a lot of guilt with my feelings. I haven't a clue what I am doing here but I just don't know where to turn as a daren't admit this to anyone I know! They treat me like muck and I don't know why. Working through the abuse you've been through and learning to love yourself would probably help wonders. 2 F. ForeverSpring Well-Known Member. I don't want to live with her anymore. I often feel like I can't make it until my little one's bed time and put her down early (thankfully she goes down well like yours), I can hear myself shouting silently in my head for her to shut up and go away and it can make you feel horrible. I have no family or friends around me and I have no access to childcare unless I pay for it. I'm sure there will be those who pass judgement and lay all this at my feet, those who criticise me as though I am not human because of my feelings. Try and turn it around so that they get your attention for every small little thing that is good behaviour. I'm not sure what the answer is. Typical bully. The guilt is eating me whole, I haven't managed to make her happy and I don't even like her and struggle to love her. It may be very hard, but don't get caught up in your feelings. She has put holes in my doors, broken my things, she screams and she wails strange, haunting wails and NOTHING I ever say or do changes anything. And you may of fallen out of love with your partner or it may just be that you are feeling so down that you have pushed him away i some times felt that way. Understanding that you don’t have to be your child’s friend can help you come to terms with who your child is–and accept them. The ones that say no one likes you, you aren’t good enough, your fat, they don’t want to be around you, look they don’t want to do anything with you, they aren’t really your friend and your pathetic. I don't take them out, because I have to constantly be on my guard. Katie x, Please Help, sometimes I feel violent towards my child. A child under five may appear clingy, cry, scream or pretend to be ill. It’s the place I go when you annoy the hell out of me or I’m angry. I definitely think you need to go see your doctor on your own and with your son. I'm under a psychiatrist already but it turns out even they cannot fix this with their pill pushing. No, this doesn’t mean I want to break up. If that is the case then you do love him. I think you're lonely from looking after him alone. My husband's aunt or her sister has made comments about NOT putting her in nursing home. :sadhug
Are you under any MH team right now? Obviously I can't talk to anyone about any of these feelings because they would automatically judge me and assume the worst. my mum rarely drunk anymore. (Picture: Ella Byworth for Metro.co.uk) ‘I don’t want to live anymore but I’m scared to die’ is one of the most-searched mental illness confessions on Google. Which I suppose maybe I am, but I just feel like I'm being honest. Pregnant 8 Weeks IVF Rainbow baby There is a saying that it takes a village to raise a child and I really believe that everyone needs help. What sort of childhood did you have? My daughter is 3 and doesn't listen to me or do anything I ask. He tells us he’s busy working and being a father and husband. Please someone give me some answers. I do care but I don't love them and that guilt is killing me. Zoe, you have done everything you can to seek help and support from services to try and help this situation and find a way forward. I don't think it's simple but i definitely don't think that you don't love your son He lives too far away. he … My husband is have them for the first time in over 9 months, next week. I just want my life back or for it all to stop. I just feel like everyone would be better off that way.
Or some real 1:1 mummy son time like a team bonding exercise with lots of laughter might help you to fall in love again. I don’t want to play with them, I did not think that I had to, my mom never did, I played with my sisters. If you didn't care, if you didn't have any of those maternal feelings towards her, would you be feeling so guilty and desperate now? I was watching the program last night about ADHD and getting kids off all the medication. The Netmums forum is currently in read-only mode while we roll out some updates. 5. Well done for putting reaching out to someone with all your feelings it must be so hard for you keeping all this bottled up. I also have a lovely cat that I am having to re-home because the children hurt her all the time and it is constant battle to get them to stop. A school somewhere is getting children to run every day properly for about 15-20 minutes, might be a couple of times a day, I can't remember. It might be a short time apart would help the absence makes the heart grow fonder saying come true. A trace that makes your brain which is now hard wired to feel off balance. I actually used to really enjoy being a mum when my little boy was a baby and a toddler. I'm juggling so many plates and trying to do my best. I'm struggling financially, emotionally and my physical health is suffering. He has started to have serious melt downs, and is very violent with me nearly all day every day.
You'll need to take the emotional and practical aspects of a new living arrangement into account as you plan a discussion with your child (and your ex). People remark on what a good parent I am, and I wonder why they say that, because my kids behaviour is constantly challenging and it is always aimed at me. I know typically when a couple split up the children live with their mother, but I can't help but want to split up with my boyfriend and leave my son to live with him. The noise level in the house can be reduced. Coping with your own feelings of devastation and then a child is exhausting. THE GUILT IS 24/7, I am trying so hard but I am exhausted now and I am sick of her treating us all like utter crap all of the time. It's clear from what you write that you love your son. No one understands how miserable they can make our lives... but I know that these feelings are based on me! I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown. I can't relax for a moment for fear of one of them doing something. I have tried every parenting tip in the book, form nice to cross. Children express resistance to staying with their other parent in different ways. My life is hell daily. But does anyone else really resent that the responsibility always falls on the mother? His aunt is a very opinionated woman. They've told me to get out of their house before and I would if I had the chance because I'm a strong girl and I could definitely do it, I just have nowhere to go. With a lot of help from my parents I managed to get away from him. I really don't think anyone would admit this... but I believe there is a root cause. I have asked for loads of help over the years_no one judged me they just helped, Many of the other posts on here about others who are struggling to get any enjoyment out of being a mum, seem to be coming from women who are the mothers of babies, where it can usually be linked to post natal depression. Things cannot go on like this for your family. You need to learn to love yourself again and regain self esteem. If these ADHD children can learn it and they are so very distractable, then anyone can. They have lots of information on their site HERE as well as a number to call if you would like to speak to someone directly. Can you imagine how good that would feel?
You have been severely abused and this has lead to you not loving yourself which is being projected onto your son as the cause. I am reading this back and feeling like the most horrid person that graced this earth, I have done the whole medication thing and the counselling thing but neither makes anything better, I took medication for a long time and it just made me worse, the consolers can't really answer it when I say to them you can give me every coping technique the CBT books tell you to say But it really doesn't fix the root cause of the issue which is you can buy every bit of happiness in the world, go to every activity and club to meet people and all that rubbish but if you can't be loved or feel love what is the point. You do not need to put up with beatings and no decent person would expect you to live in fear in your own home. But now he is the total opposite, he has his violent outbursts, is really rude to people and runs away from me in shops and hides. I am reading what I have written and thinking what a despicable person I am and the tears are rolling. But again, this can also come from other sources, such as childhood friends or just the need to be rebellious throughout life.. I think you DO love him because you do all the things a good parent would do. I'm constantly shouting at her and have smacked her a few times (though not overly hard) just out of sheer frustration. As a mother, you may feel blind-sided that your child doesn't want to live with you anymore. I find myself wanting to love them but I just can't. They treat me like muck and I don't know why. We have no sex life, we never get a break. My husband feels stuck, being an only child. It's clear from what you write that you love your son. i am so confused, tired and sick. If the court finds that it is best for your child to live with you for some or all of the time, even if the child does not want that, the court may decide to order that the child live … i don't know what to do. He's a good kid, typical 5 year old who is complete bum hole at times but he does everything I ask of him with very little fuss but I just can't seem to love him, it sounds completely stupid but I am so cold hearted these days that I couldn't care less if he is here or not and I feel awful about it but It's true, I can't wait for him to go to bed (which he does without argument) , I can't wait for him to go to his dads but when he does I sit around feeling so lonely and usually go out clubbing purely to fill the time! I won’t feed you some bullshit like it’s all going to be OK with time because it may not be, and it may not turn out as you wish, but you will never know if you don’t stick around to find out. 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